Monday, December 17, 2007


who have i become because you haven't been here. here. near me. with me. your mom. your mother. that word always indicates one who has delivered. pushed out. gathered close. nourished. held.

who am i now. gradually. i have not been able to stop time. it has continued and i haven't stopped breathing.

the days that i do not feel that stab of pain are the scariest.

when i am a shadow.
when you are a paper doll boy.

and i do not weep.


bluest blue sky

bluest blue sky
branches meet sky with sunshine

some of my favorite people....and things

  • the sky
  • the scent of a woodshop
  • Mister Brad
  • Logan's sun bleached blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes
  • jared's honesty
  • jacob matthew
  • green tea
  • clinton's humor
  • babies
  • anything sweet and fluffy

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St. Joe, indiana, United States
Mother of 4 boys - married - interested in writing, creating, cooking, learning about our Creator, keeping commitments, loving people...